February 24, 2012

well here were again...have a few things running on my mind, some fleeting, some lingering... very peaceful, and it is good to tell these things to chill and when I truly believe they are necessary, I will address them at my own speed, and basically whenever I feel like it.  The tyranny of "get it done" "do it now" . . . just is not how I like to live.  In business, often that is the norm; but tonight, I am sipping some Foster's, smoking a bit, enjoying some zen wallpaper, and basically at "stop" motion.   Got one of those electric cigarettes so now I use it when I drive [that is where I am used to chain smoking].  One nice thing is that it allows me to clear the chemicals out, while enjoying the nicotine.  To kick nicotine, without the chemicals is about 3-5 days.  It is the other additives that keep me hooked: ammonia, etc.